It's been a while.. never updated my blog, never clean up my room, never practices singing, never follow the usual schedule for my own workout time... What has happened?
Keep asking myself for that..I'm not sure what is that all about... But I'm pretty sure that I'm stucked at a confused and lonely stage.. Nobody knows what happen but myself.. Lately, I've been changing my mindset of being too lean or too thin.. I'm tired.. I'm too tired to maintain, too tired to think of what I should do to work things out coz the results produced are reciprocal. Would like to stay at home after work, do some reading, watch tv and sleep.. That's how my daily routine goes everyday.. pathetic..This is pretty UN-USUAL for a girl that is out-going and prefer the company of friends around.
Probably I should conclude this by saying "Work so hard for what? nobody will notice nor concern about what you do.." People out there, could you please tell me what should I do?
Keep asking myself for that..I'm not sure what is that all about... But I'm pretty sure that I'm stucked at a confused and lonely stage.. Nobody knows what happen but myself.. Lately, I've been changing my mindset of being too lean or too thin.. I'm tired.. I'm too tired to maintain, too tired to think of what I should do to work things out coz the results produced are reciprocal. Would like to stay at home after work, do some reading, watch tv and sleep.. That's how my daily routine goes everyday.. pathetic..This is pretty UN-USUAL for a girl that is out-going and prefer the company of friends around.
Probably I should conclude this by saying "Work so hard for what? nobody will notice nor concern about what you do.." People out there, could you please tell me what should I do?
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